You wrote a very encouraging post . . .
It was once said, "Music is organized sound, made by man, to evoke a feeling"
The text of our Lord has many different stories and many different types of feelings to evoke . . .
I have almost completed scratch tracks for 3 albums.
I have tried to capture many different stories and feelings using: blues, metal, rock, ballads, swing, klezmer, boomchick, country, some light funk, light Jazz, waltz, folk, alternative, a Symphonic poem and an orchestra piece I have written.
Hard to find people that want to make music outside of a specific genre so it is very slow going . . .
You comment helps with the frustration