hello everyone. I'm Roger from Switzerland and I'm new to this forum, so please excuse me if I make any mistakes at the beginning.

Would love to share a song of mine called "Freakin'". It's a song about the fear of loss in a relationship. Sorry about my English, I normally speak German :-)

All Instruments and the vocals on the track are played and sang by myself. I recorded the song in my bedroom-home studio:-)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0USDIDrjeA


used gear:

Guitars: Self-made Les Pauls (luthier is my hobby)
Bass: Fender Preci
Keys: Native Instrument Komplete Kontrol S88mkII with Kontakt Library
Drums: Superior-Drummer 3 triggered by my Roland TD-50 e-Drumset
Kemper Amp with MBritt-Profiles of Marshall 69
DAW: Cubase 10.5 Pro
Plugins: Waves, UAD, Softube Console 1, Fabfilter, iZotope
Mastered and published by landr.com


Lyrics (sorry for that:-) )

your anger leaves me to fall into the bottomless
one step forward and two back doesn’t mean progress
Love you like hell and hate the way you treat me too
I’m fighting against the wall that rises in my view

I try to put the parts together to a bigger size
I have no chance there are just fragments I realize

Freakin
It's freaking loud inside my head
It's freaking loud I am afraid
It's freaking loud I can not stand it
Stop

My thoughts are frozen in the face of your rejection
I'm frustratingly paralyzed in my reaction
At this moment I don’t know where you stand I am blind
felt injustice spreads in my frightened mind

I try to put the parts together to a bigger size
I have no clue just fragments I have no chance

Freakin
It's freaking loud inside my head
It's freaking loud I am afraid
It's freaking loud I can not stand it
Stop

I listen to your words but they don't make any sense
Want you to recognize my pain take a glance
Waiting until the pouring rain is running out of time
The cloud disappears for a bright sunshine

Freakin
It's freaking loud inside my head
It's freaking loud I am afraid
It's freaking loud I can not stand it
Stop


I hope you like the track and keep on rockin'

greetings from Switzerland!