Eddie, sorry, it makes no sense what you wrote. You can get trials for 90%+ of software free or paid. And marry the perfect "girl" of your dreams.

I am genuinely interested of what people have to say here, because I listen to their music, know a tiny bit about them as people, and value their opinions. It absolutely doesn't mean that I will run and buy all the plugins they own, but I will certainly check out some they recommended. So far I looked into one Matt suggested and two from Ray's list. David for example suggested Trackspacer, which he actually talked about in a very different conversation time ago. I was reading that post in 2021, decided to investigate and fell for that plugin. I liked it so much, I bought one more copy and gifted to a friend for Christmas.

P.S. About 1/4 of the plugins I use came from recommendations from people I met on this forum.