John.

You've got lots of good advice here and the only thing I can add is to get back to playing as soon as possible. It would be a shame to see those splendid PA rigs of yours just gather dust.

Why not try to add in a few new songs, which will get you working and give you something else to focus on? Music's obviously been a big part of your life and perhaps now it could be the thing to help you pull through.

At the end of the day, it should be reassuring that you've got so many good friends here who you can reach out to when things get tough.

All the best, ROG.