Dani, it's hard for any of us here to have the exact right words to say to you when we haven't experienced what you're going through. I like Ray and others have mentioned, thought your recent material sounded great! I personally hate to see you give up on producing your music. My hope for you first of all is that you have a speedy recovery and have a renewed passion for creating music again. You have been a great encouragement to me and many others here in support of our music and I want you to know that I appreciate that. Take care and I hope to continue seeing you around here! Torrey