Dear Josie !
I know how you feel, I went through those times
myself when Beni (my wife )died in 2011 !
Only time and good friends will get you over
such a long time of togetherness, we had
only 42 years married but I knew her for
a long time before we married !
When you feel that the walls will fall down
upon you, please do call a good friend to come
out for a cup of coffee just so that you
can chat away some time, it helped a bit for me
way back then !
Please accept my deepest condolences for you huge loss !
http://app.box.com/s/i3cq7utrlqx8r5wayqi4Your singing buddy Dani
PS ! And , dear Josie , try composing with Biab, it helped me get the thoughts on something else !