Beats the hell outta me Eddie. I haven't been able to motivate myself to play for the last 4 years.

I've written a handful of songs, but as soon as they're finished I put the guitar away and and don't touch it.

I'd have to say "ditto" to all of the problems you've mentioned plus a few more.

To say that music is on the backburner would be an understatement.

It's easier to nip it in the bud if you get it early. Don't let it drag out like I have.