Eddie.

The feelings you've got are real, because they're caused by real problems and sometimes it can be hard to see that these will ever change, but against the odds, you can always hope.

My suggestion is that you go back into your studio and write a song with the title "Better Days Will Come". Treat it as a challenge and force yourself to do it.

It won't solve your problems, but it once helped me. It just might work for you.

Sincerely, ROG.