That could also "splain it" .... I think I do recall a boot up on the DAW where it didn't quite boot up and nothing would work..... an unceremonious power off later.......

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Add nothing that adds nothing to the music.
You can make excuses or you can make progress but not both.

The magic you are looking for is in the work you are avoiding.