Briefly, who here has experienced this, and how did it work? Somewhere I lost mine, and I "can't find my way home."

Music has been a sustaining force since I took up guitar at 13. It was a source of inspiration, hope, and comfort until… something happened.

Fifteen years ago I went through a catastrophic divorce. Since then I have moved thirteen times. During that time my gear has been in storage, scattered, some of it stolen. I remarried two years ago and am in a loving, supportive relationship. (Some of you may recall that she was a tenor saxophonist.) I have replaced or upgraded the gear that went walkabout. I have a music room and everything I need to produce anything I have ever envisioned, and the time to do it.

I haven't picked up a guitar in months. I sit at my powerful, custom-built DAW and play solitaire. Something is missing, and I don't know how to get it back.

Any insight will be deeply appreciated.


"My primary musical instrument is the personal computer."