Howard,
My prayers go up to Father that Hospice will only be a temporary thing for you.
When there is life, there is hope, so cling to that hope. I know you are mentally and emotionally tired, and that this is all a drag on your soul, but as you maintain a positive mental attitude and believe God to heal you, you can walk out of that Hospice, and back to what your life was.
Look to God, and look beyond the walls of your room to the hope of health.
I know it's hard after running the good race, so Howard, if you are unable to look to the hope of health, than all I have to say is that you have the Hope of the Return of our living lord and saviour, Christ Jesus, who will return. Your new body will be great. Either way, dear Howard, there is a Hope in your future.

Gary