Ray,

Sounds like you are on the right track. But keep in mind that the Good Lord would not make medical help available (i.e. transplant) if he thought you were not deserving. Don't sell yourself short partner as we have all made some decisions over the years that has adversely affected our health. Do what you can to do better and let the "Man Upstairs" send you any help he can, then accept it graciously and without trepidation.

Hang in there man,