Thanks very much. Lawrie. I know that and I really appreciate it.

Funny thing was, my Mother turned round to me tonight (on the telephone) and said...

"You are amazing. I can't believe that you still love your brother. He has been SO lucky - every single thing has worked out his way and now he has everything anyone could dream of. You, on the other hand, have never had any luck at all and nothing has ever gone your way. For every single bit of good luck your brother has had, you have had bad luck. For your brother, everything has always worked out, whereas for you it never has" (of course, it is difficult to put tone of voice across in text - still, she was being positive about us BOTH)

My brother has a house with 19 bedrooms. I have 19 qualifications... Ironic, eh?

Man! I love my brother and I am really proud of him but it does seem sometimes as if life is incredibly unfair. We are in fairly regular contact. Yes, we had a massive physical fight about 14 years ago when he accused me of not having a 'work ethic' (little did he know how hard I work) but that was then. This is now.

Brothers - funny thing, brothers. I have personally met both the Jaggers (Mick and Chris). Mick is 'the man' with his Rolling Stones and has had super luck and great success, on the other hand Chris is virtually unheard of (despite being a far better musician and, to my mind, far more talented singer).

My brother had no intention of finding fame and fortune, whereas I did. However, he was at least able to make the most of every opportunity that came his way. He now has a big house (worth about £5 million) with gardens open to the public, wife, kids, fancy cars and more and he is about to appear on television as a result of it all. I, on the other hand, am still living the life of an impoverished student, financially supported by my Father (Bless him for that), still single, one operation after another and going nowhere fast. My brother took the low road (as Graham 'Furry' would say), whereas I took the High Road. I followed my dreams and had the guts to get out there and do something, he didn't. Yet, he's the one with all the success and I am working myself into the ground hoping for survival.

The brother who didn't seek 'fame and fortune' has it all. The brother who deliberately went out there challenging all in his quest for 'fame and fortune' has nothing. Ironic, eh? Still, I love him and I'm very very proud of him. He's my brother.

Life AIN'T fair. Then again, who said it should be?

Follow That Dream

Sam
Karaoke King

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Turning that corner again - I have to keep following that dream, no matter what