Tom,

I hope that you will not stay away for long.

I understand all that you are saying. But... I have always enjoyed hearing your music. It is original, unique, interesting. It explores areas that few others go. Fresh and refreshing.

"Every week" certainly seems like a lot of self-imposed pressure (unnecessarily).
You should write when you feel like. And write what you feel like writing. We are all different - and only certain people thrive on the write-on-demand or write-on-a-schedule thing. Those who don't should not feel as though that is any kind of reflection on their "creative worth" (I'm sure you know that).

Take some time. Breathe. Relax. Create.

Then return and delight us with your new creations.

fj