I thought I read it right...

Anymore, I would personally rather write the next killer tune and live on what comes to my mailbox than schlep gear around. I will likely take my dream of hearing ONE of my songs performed by someone real to the grave with me. Like many (if not most) players my age I was dead set on being the band that made people forget The Beatles. I wrote and wrote and wrote REALLY bad songs just waiting to turn out ONE good one.

And I'm still waiting.

But I could take all of those really crappy songs and upload them somewhere and delude myself into thinking I am real.

Much like I could still think I am a handsome studly lady killer dude!!