We'll never find out why some songs more or less write themselves and others need serious work, even though the end result is just as good.
This is a pretty good lament, I like the lyrics and how you deliver them.
I would probably have giggled the whole time during the recording.
In some places your Strat fights a bit too much with your vocals, but that's easy to fix.

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