Deej, I completely enjoyed this--excellent put together and a very strong, nicely-built lyric.
One thought I had about your comments about "not deserving"---I often find that I can't listen to other work if I'm deep in the weeds with my own project, especially if I'm in the "wrestling phase" where I need to focus my interior listening only on working through to the "other side" of the song---even when I'm away from the DAW. This isn't probably what kept you away from the forum, but I think it's a legitimate explanation for not regularly commenting--at least for me, anyways.
Great to hear your work!


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