Hi Izzy!
A very raw song, with plenty of space, illustrating the emptiness of grief, and where everyday items or situations can become explanations or symbols of the circumstances of loss. Your song title is a combination of the present and the past, feeling like you have one foot on either side.

I still remember our own canine friend - Toby- who quickly became the centre of all things in our household and an ever-present observer, participant and confidante to all in the family. His absence left a gaping hole. He joined us when our kids were very young, and departed just as they were becoming adults - we were never quite the same again. His scratch marks on the family room sliding door being the only remaining reminder of his life here.

May the quiet times of reflection not be lonely for you, but a time when you can celebrate the honour of sharing a life with Max.

Warm regards,
Andrew