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Well they emailed me and canceled.That's OK though.Lot of musicians very few places to play. I'm too old to want to play that game.



Not sure why I'm writing this but I am.
I sent the place an email letting them know that I wasn't happy with being canceled out so that the Line Dancers that are usually there on WED could come in on Tues. because they didn't want to come the day before Thanksgiving.They emailed back that they were in financial trouble and needed the business that the line dancers provide and couldn't afford no to let them take my date.You all know were my head is at these days. The thought of playing again was really hard but what I did was go around with posters, called, emailed people all sorts of stuff.Forcing myself to have a life. This was so that I wouldn't be able to go through with the thoughts of canceling myself.This just gave me an excuse to not work with them so that I didn't have to play.
I just can't seem to get the interest, ambition and staying power to go through with anything.I keep trying but keep falling back.I feel like an idiot exposing myself here however you folks are all I have. Really.

John
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